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Old May 27, 2022, 08:43 AM
Anonymous 42424
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I was really, really down yesterday and very frightened because of my SI thoughts. It is difficult to become older and to have few friends ! I took some benzos and fell asleep. I feel better today. I went for a walk and was at a café for coffee and a cake. I was on my way to a place where it is good to sit down and enjoy the view afterward, but my mobile made a sound and an SMS told me that the post office was to deliver a small table I have ordered at my home adress. I ran as fast as I could to my home, sat down and clicked at a link in the post. Guess what I found? I had thougt that if I did not reach home in time, the table would not be delivered. The link in my post told me to stay at home at Monday for the delevery.

I didn't know if I should cry or laugh, but perhaps to take a fast run when one has SI thoughts can be of help for some, I don't know. (The problem is that most people with SI thoughts will not be able to run at all).

I hope to be better. I will take it slow both today and tomorrow. The day after tomorrow I will visit a grown up child for dinner. Cross the fingers. (I have never told others about SI thougths before. I usually struggle alone and have so far won all the battles).

I send warm thoughts to each one of you!
Hugs from:
*Beth*, BeyondtheRainbow, bizi, Mountaindewed, Nammu, Soupe du jour, Sunflower123, wildflowerchild25
Thanks for this!
*Beth*, bizi, Nammu, Sunflower123, ~Christina