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Old May 27, 2022, 02:06 PM
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Dear T,
Well, that was really awkward and messy. Why didn't you step into the hall to talk to your wife? I just felt strange overhearing part of that. Although I do appreciate that you were willing to risk getting sucked out of the window by a tornado to continue our session. Had it been a less intense topic, I'd have probably been OK with trying the kitchen or possibly the waiting room if it were unoccupied.

I wish you'd been a bit gentler with me regarding the email. You ultimately seemed to kind of understand, but apparently that was worth 10 steps to NYC while the texts were 1? Clearly I shouldn't have sent it. You made that extremely clear! I wish you could have maybe said you do like me as a client, even if it were, say, "I like all my clients, you included." At least you eventually got the connection with my fears and ex-MC? I just don't know why that maybe didn't occur to you? Maybe I should have included it in the email or something. Like either say what I'm worried about or don't send it at all, vs. what I sent, which was some vague thing with well wishes and such.

I'm going to try my best not to email you this weekend. That's part of why I asked for the extra reassurance while looking in your eyes at the end. I wanted to see that you meant it, that the care (and love) I felt Monday was still in there, at least on some level.

I did sit by the elevators for a bit to wait out the storm. Didn't want to sit in the waiting room in case you came out, as I feared it would look like I was waiting for you.

Hope you get home safely. And that your wife isn't mad you didn't leave the session in the office (though I suspect you might just lie to her about it, or at least say the storm didn't look bad, which it didn't at the time).

Love,
LT
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