I'm now on a list to see a counselor, not sure how long that will take. I have to talk to my psychatrist to see if he'll up my dose of anti depressants. The usual dose is not effective anymore I still want to stay in bed and I always seem to say to myself first thing in the morning, oh darn i just had to wake up and face another day. Often the idea of peace and death is feeling more appealing. Tough times for everyone though. I feel I've had enough already.