Hey L. Do you know, that even though we ended therapy almost 6 months ago, my therapy continues in my head in a way? I guess that's why you always said we're not friends and can never be friends. I hated it when you said that, and thankfully you hadn't had to say it in quite awhile, but I get it now. Seeing each other on the zoom drum circles on occasion is fine, even that one night when he put us together in a breakout room, it was perfectly comfortable/natural, because we both just rolled with it and jumped into practicing whatever particular thing we were working on that night. The set agenda, and the set time frame (esp the very short breakout room of what 10-15 minutes only), and having no control over the time or the content, makes it a do-able thing. Yes, our roles are a little different now, we're no longer T/Client, but something more along the lines of colleagues/coworkers or something like that. I can't really call any of the folks on the calls "friends", because I've never met any of the rest of them in person and I know very little about them personally either. So, it is comfortable for me, seeing you now in this way because it doesn't take anything away from the 'talking therapeutically with you in my head' at all, and I feel like if/when in the future I want to come see you again professionally, I could and it would still be work-able. Anyway. Just my thoughts this morning.