Sorry for the lack of replies! I had a pretty intense session with him today that addressed some of what was talked about here. I shared a lot of what I was feeling and think there may have been a breakthrough of sorts He seemed to think so, too, though we didn't use those words. From him: "It's the first time you've actually come out and said that you don't want to be reacting this way, that you want help to change." Will reply more later.