I've been doing ok today. I don't know if theres an idiom for it but its just one thing after another and it doesn't even really affect me anymore. Or else I'm just numb from it all. But today I just watched Top Model and I didn't stress about much. I think I remember doing something for Memorial Day twice when I was somewhere between the ages of 7 and 9. Maybe I had a cookout at my house in 2016? I don't remember. I get Memorial Day and 4th Of July confused when we did do a number of big BBQs each year. I just remember going to a parade in my grandmas town when I was a kid at least one year but not doing much else the other years. But today I was in my AC house all day which was fine with me.