I usually just feel really good and full of life, super goofy, making jokes and having fun, singing. Often annoying the hell out of my wife, but at the time, that's her problem. Then, went the smallest thing doesn't go my way, the floor drops out. Instant anger later leads to mixed hypomania, with at least half the above chart's symptoms.

The problem is, I never really know if I'm legitimately feeling good, or if I am headed for a crash. Sometimes it's pretty apparent when a crash is coming, when I'm a bit too up, but other times no crash comes. Bipolar is so confusing and disorienting.