I'm so mad at one of my teachers. It seems like they are constantly on my back about not being good enough. Maybe it's just my depression telling me this but I can't seem to distinguish between reality and nightmares when it comes to what other people are indicating. One of my main problems that I've been working on is that I rely to much on pleasing others and when I fail at this I get really upset. I know what he says shouldn't matter but now I just want to cry and curl up in a ball. I am one of the best students at my highschool and I get straight A's but I never seem to meet anyones approval. No matter how good I do they expect more. I can't handle it.
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God, grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change, the courage to change the things I can, and the wisdom to know the difference.
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