He strangled his mother (what????) and was in jail 6 times and you think higher power wants you two together? Would higher power really want such a thing for you? You think you were pregnant by him twice because of higher power wanting you together? Sorry but it’s basic science, not higher power. You are pregnant because you had unprotected sex with him, higher power wasn’t involved here.

If you are having children with him you need to collect as much evidence as possible so he has no access to the children. You don’t want him around innocent creatures. He strangled his mother and violence usually escalates. For the future though consult with your doctor re appropriate birth control measures if you plan to continue with this horrible man