My ENTs nurse sent me a message and said I'd be totally awake and it would be like a topical thing and no antheseia will be involved. I'm still going to put it off while I can. The jeans fit horribly. I needed 1.5 sizes smaller. I was able to do an online exchange with a bit of a hassle but I hope it works out. I was really looking forward to wearing them and now I'll have to wait even longer. The shirts fit but I haven't gone down or up a shirt size since 2017. My endocronolgist never got back to me so I don't know if he just doesn't care that the level is high since I am choosing to stay on it anyways or if hes just super busy or took the day off. I don't think theres much he can or that I want him to do anyways. I just hope by Thursday I feel better. Last time I practically jumped out of bed the morning after because I felt so much.