I've had horrible side effects with AP's. I took thorazine once and it nearly killed me. And ECT was a nightmare.

If it was just one thing I would have beaten this years ago, believe me. But there are a whole bunch of things. I have PTSD from being traumatized in the hospital. Five yrs ago I was told I have Asbergers and no one has helped me with that! A Dr. asked me if I "made friends" with my anxiety after telling her that it was crippling me. I've learned that help doesn't exist.