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I hate this stupid illness that twists reality and leads to so much misunderstanding and embarrassment over things that seemed perfectly logical at the time.

My therapist appointment was cancelled this week because of the holiday but I have my pdoc Thursday. So I'll get some help (I've also had tactile hallucinations of bugs on my skin the last few days) soon. I hope she doesn't make me up my clozaril dose as that makes me so sleepy although it does take away the bad stuff. Ugh.