I realized that at least I have a reason for the psychosis. I generally have one episode a year in mid-late summer. This year I may be getting it early because my mood has been a little up from being on more AD than usual. This last week I tapered my AD down to normal so my brain has a reason to feel something is off and with summer imminent I have a feeling it just jumped into the summer episode early. Or I'll have 2 this summer. Last summer I missed it so perhaps my brain thinks it's a good idea to do this twice this summer.

I'm just trying to accept that I need a pulse of clozaril to stop this, assuming things don't stop on their own.