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Originally Posted by LonesomeTonight
Hugs, Kit. I think having one check-in with your T while your parents are away doesn't make you dependent on her. Is there other stuff you can occupy yourself with? Especially that would get you out of the house? I find it's harder for me if I have nothing going on.
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Thanks, LT. I am fighting I think the word is inertia, where I have little motivation, so I am trying to get myself out of the house on Saturday. I do have to get fasting blood work done at 7:15 AM but then I have to come home and be ready for my Zoom class. I'm afraid I will spend all day inside ruminating. I thought about maybe taking myself to lunch and going to Hobby Lobby. I have something that I need to get framed and they do framing there. But that seems a bit overwhelming at the moment to actually pull off. I know if I stay inside all day I am going to end up feeling bad, but that is what I have been doing most weekends because I haven't been feeling good. I'm trying to decide between planning and just letting things happen. Saturday will be the tough day as I have work on Friday and I have Church on Sunday. It's also kind of hard for me to reach out to Julieanne because I don't want to be dependent on her. But it would be better than relapsing. HUGS Kit