I want to live in the moment.. It's what I really want. I'm sick of thinking about my past. Tired of worrying about the future.

I just don't want to lose the psychedelic/spiritual thoughts.

So I'll finish reading the Ram Das book "Be Here Now" - That is my goal today.. Might sit outside and do it.

I have so many things that I could do - But just coming up for air in life. I can't give up on myself. Cuz what awaits around the corner, I sense... are good things.. I'm not safe just yet though.