I had a 3PM in person session today. It was pretty productive. I got a lot of things off my chest and despite having a phelebotmy procedure in the morning I was ok physically. I wasn't really sure how an afternoon session would be in general. Especially since I was super preocciped before with something. But I put that aside and just focused on the session. We did talk about my transference T and I told her that every time I thought of her I felt like a knife was going through my chest and that things would never be ok with us and I would just have to find a way to accept it. I also told her I asked a therapist one time if she was anorexic because it bothered me. My T looked appalled and said "you can't ask someone that!' Then she said that it was ok to ask the therapist if she ate. Um ok, like thats a better question to ask. But yeah it was just a standard session of me basically babbling about my health issues and her just listening and commenting when needing to but it was productive.