Thank you for all your responses Bill. And thank you Open Eyes, I think that's true - that I may need to process some things about my own reactions, by stepping back.
Thanks Discombobulated. My Mom said the same thing - that he probably just likes me lol. I talked to him a bunch of times about it in the beginning. Nothing formal. But that was another thing, he kind of joked about how I didn't like it. It was weird, and again, made me feel uneasy.

I do also really like him. Also I was thinking about this: he may not know how insecure I am. I just know I told him I didn't like it when he talked about celebrities bodies, at one point. I figured from that he may have at least have picked up on it, but maybe not.

Bill, when I say facets, I mean there's parts of me that really like him and enjoy his company and think he is very nice and sweet. There's another part of me that cringes and clams up even just at the thought of him. That can't be good lol. I want to feel expansive with someone, not constricted.

Bill thank you for telling me its his job to pave the way and make me feel comfortable with meeting his daughters. I didn't really know how to "fix" this, and honestly it's not my job or place to. Thanks.

Everyone:

I don't know why it's such a hard decision to make. But I don't have to make it right now.