I'm coping and feeling a ton better mental health wise then I was yesterday. Whatever the hell is going on physically is kicking my *** right now though. I heard some weird noise in my wall just now that sounded like a woodpecker. That may explain the strange noise. Although having a critter in the house, especially in my wall isn't really good.... but **** do I feel like **** right now and I don't know what to do about it. I know what my doctor wants me to do but I told him no.