I felt OK then ate something + a shot of rum, went outside and felt really tired. Then my mom phoned my dad and he seemed mad - He said to get a drivers license (I've been procrastinating this - Cuz I feel like my life will go no where) but I'll do it... My sister wanted to get out and did it - My mind is everywhere and can't prioritize. I'm harder on myself than anyone - So all I need is for people to calmly direct me cuz anything can set me off at this point. I had to leave my mom and her friends cuz they talk about things like their hair for 15 minutes straight I can't take things like this. I really don't understand the point of reality right now after having DP/DR lol..