I feel mixed. I slept last night but 8 hours instead of my usual 10-12 (so just fine but atypical for me). No more psychosis stuff but I just don't feel comfortable. It's not at all bad yet and I talk to my pdoc tomorrow. I just know what direction I'm heading in.


I got new glasses yesterday and they are really hard to adjust to for whatever reason. I'm feeling so impatient with them. It's one of the little things. I'll adjust but I feel so impatient with them. I'm worried about money (surgery bills have started coming in and I'm still paying for all the biopsies.). Yesterday I got a "final notice" on a bill I know I never received before as I've carefully kept track of them as there have been so many. That made me stressed. My mom had noisy work at her house and that stressed me out. I'm not typing as well as usual and the corrections irritate me. Etc.

Really glad I have pdoc tomorrow. Really dreading the probable need for more clozapine for a few days. A few days has always been enough since I've been on this and I'm not sure I'm so bad she'll make me do the extra yet but I know where ti goes from here if it doesn't improve soon.