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Originally Posted by Jennifer 1967
I’m not feeling well all the way around. My chest hurts where I fell the other day and I feel yucky emotionally. That’s the best way I can describe it. I’m aggravated at my med provider big time. When I called Tuesday, she knew I was already in a depression, was planning to go IP and brother had died. I don’t care how busy she is, that’s something you jump on pronto. Geez. Thankfully, I have therapy today and I’ll be going down to the pool to float. Trying to get on better footing.
Everything is planned now. I’m wishing it wasn’t so far away - Sunday and Monday. I’d like to get this over with. It’s excruciating. My daughter and I have plans to float and go by a cafe that has phenomenal hummingbird cake and coffee when she comes in. I’m building on things to look forward to.
I hope everyone has a peaceful day. Hugs to all 
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Jennifer, I so admire your strength during such difficult days and circumstances. You also seem to be doing the very best that one could possibly do. Sunday and Monday are at least not several days away, nor is your "floating" or that hummingbird cake. Do enjoy a big piece (or even two) with zero guilt.
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Dx: Bipolar type 1
Psych Medications:
* Tegretol XR (carbamazepine ER) 800 mg
* Lamictal (lamotrigine) 150 mg
* Seroquel XR (quetiapine ER) 500 mg
I also take meds for blood pressure, cholesterol, and tachycardia.
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