I feel a bit sick from my phelebotomy procedure. Actually really sick. I feel like I'm going to have a heart attack and I can't eat anything. But I made it to therapy at 3 and it was really productive. I liked that time slot although the anticipatory anxiety was a bit rough. I spent most of the afternoon trying to order a big deal online only flavor of Mountain Dew. Finally after multiple trys I think I got it. But it was a super big headache and I ended up needing to have it shipped to my uncles house since it wouldn't come to my zip code. He said it was fine. He'll bring it over when we're all on vacation in August. I hope nobody in his house thinks its for them. I got my meds packed for my trip and a change of clothes and I just have a few hygiene things to throw in my back pack. I'm a light traveler. But yeah at the moment I'm just trying to calm my heart.