I may check in several times a day until I get a little traction on healing. I had an excellent therapy session that helped tremendously. I called the front desk at my med provider’s and said brother died Monday and here it is Thursday and I have no additional support. It was called in with a quickness! Zoloft. Someone in my family already takes it and has extra so it’s already working it’s way into my system.

I’m doing some things around the house and then going out with sister and mother to find something to wear to funeral. I’m home alone and I feel safe but it’s a shaky kind of safe. I think I’ll not put myself in this position again. I’ll be around people for awhile.

My therapist really helped me with the emotional wound left from ending things with my “best friend”. I think I’ll be better able to put this behind me now. In the end, he was a virus. I’ll remember that.

As always, I wish everyone a peaceful day. Hugs to all.