I talked to my pdoc today. She was very supportive and said that she didn't hear anything psychotic in what I said today which is good. I haven't had any more problems since thee other night that I know of so it may be improving as my AD level lowers. I'm leaving my AD patch off for 24 hours to try to lower the level more quickly. And mostly she was just kind. We talked about my needing to talk to my sister about how to handle these things as when my mom is gone she'll be the one I have to go to and she seemed pretty taken aback this time. Not to blame her, it was a harsh introduction, but she needs to be as comfortable as possible.

No AP increase at this time. Hopefully not for a very long time.

I feel better after talking to her. Tired but better.