Can you call a meeting with both of them, and work it out all together? Talk t might not know how much bodywork t is helping you. Bodywork t might not know how much those memories are messing you up. Ultimately, you know what helps you, what you can handle, what you need right now, etc., better than anyone else does. Maybe you could contract with both of them about how you will make sure that you are safe when you do the bodywork. If not safe, then you will get help and slow down on it until you are safe again - something like that anyway.