After a small meal this afternoon, I got to feeling very queazy and sick. Today I had an Xray that did not look too good. I read the report. It shows continued inflammation and I'm worried. I just don't seem to be recovering.

I'm getting depressed. My primary today said I might need surgery. She's setting up a consult with a surgeon. I don't know if I could even face that. I reached out tonight to a family member who showed very little interest. That was very hurtful. Maybe it's best to know that someone is not going to be a source of support. I have to stop trying to get blood out of a stone.