For over a month, I've been sick with an intestinal infection. In and out of the hospital twice. I can't seem to recover. I just can't eat normally. I'm losing weight and weakening. My healthcare system won't even put me under the care of a GI specialist. I barely cope with looking after myself at home. Somedays I'm so sick, I can not even leave the house.

All this has me starting to become seriously depressed. I fear it's just becoming too much for me. I called a crisis line tonight. I told them I'm getting too scared of what suffering is ahead for me.