I feel good today. I have a collection of positive affirmations on Pinterest that I’ve been reviewing frequently and it’s raising my spirits. I’ve always had a problem with self love and self esteem and it finally hit last night! True love for myself. What an incredible breakthrough at such a strange time. I could instinctively feel that my life will change in wonderful ways. I am still grieving and I still have challenges and obstacles to overcome but wow! What a phenomenal feeling. The perfectionism, need to prove myself and insecurities - gone.

I still have things to do to prepare but things are falling into place. It’s almost unbelievable how much it will cost. It’s so expensive! Fortunately, my brother had put aside some money he inherited from our grandfather for that specific purpose. Otherwise, we’d be up the creek. Seriously. I’m going to look into a policy for myself so my loved ones don’t have to worry.

I hope everyone has a peaceful day. Hugs to all.