You told me that you wouldn’t be checking emails or phone whilst you were away as you would not be working at all, so I mentally prepared myself to have no contact with you for a fortnight. But then you text me yesterday about next Friday, so you are in fact working you just didn’t want to see me. I reluctantly replied and then…..nothing. No response, nada. Cue all my rejection issues. Why are you f***ing with my head?? Why didn’t you just wait until Monday to contact me? I feel like I’m done with therapy, it seems to just make things worse for people with abandonment and attachment issues. But I’m so addicted to you, I’m not sure I have the strength to walk away. Really feel like I hate you right now. I’m tired and just don’t have the strength anymore. What is the point in living this life?