If I didn’t know it was grief, I’d think I was rapid cycling so badly that I’d be headed to the hospital. Early morning seems to be the best time for me. We took brother’s suit to the funeral home and saw the final layout for the service. It hit me hard. Maybe I’m in denial or acceptance until I’m faced with the facts. I’m feeling very anxious and sad right now. I know it will pass. It just helps me to type it out. Thanks for listening.