I made it to work 10 minutes early to sit and drink coffee. I swallowed a microdose and stim - Felt impatient throughout the morning (Which I'm sure would happen anyways like yesterday at work).. I managed to listen to a podcast about reincarnation and felt better about that.

Now I get to relax.. I feel relaxed enough to not smoke weed or drink rum.

I feel guilty that my psychiatrist didn't directly say that I could take two Dexedrine spansules instead of one (He just told the pharmacist).. So idk if I could get in trouble - Seems like grey area thing and idk.. It does help now that I've built tolerance to the side effects. I hope that I don't get in trouble before I ask for 20mg instead of 30mg.

I plan to read some of the books I've been procrastinating.. Have to update a few corruption videos - The whole world is on edge with the war thing. I don't think anyone is really in control of this escalation (I hope that deep state/globalists ARE in control at this point).

I wish for you all to feel better soon/continue to!.. Careful of that brit coke unsure it's no good - too cut lol