To be honest... today hasn't been great? Like my attitude has been fine which I guess is all that matters, but my package never got to my uncles in time. So I'll have to wait until July to get it. It actually still hasn't gotten to his house and its making me a bit nervous. Also I missed a call from my doctor wanting to set up my biopsy for next Friday and that could have eased a lot of my anxiety during the weekend. Things have worked out though like taking my very last valium just as the refill was ready at the pharamacy. I don't know. Maybe I'm just being a negative nancy, but things have seemed to be going the wrong way all day today.