My complaints of tiredness forever echo throughout the universe. I rested for a bit then drank evening coffee - A good amount of motivation..

The sugar crash can be a big deal - Combined with thoughts of continually self-dopamine button pressing. Gaining weight, low energy, pre-diabetes. And not sticking to diet, failing every time. A great sense of failure. Even though I didn't use any drugs and that people have been conditioned in society to not care about that.

It will happen on olanzepine + All of these APs, SP. And it will happen soon. With all of the thoughts, pushing with everything I've got - Will I make it?

Maybe I'm just not very detail orientated - My feeling of things = Big picture. But my thoughts focus on one small thing, and magnify it. Sorry if I'm being annoying.