If I don't have a sense that I'm going to get off of the AP's in the next few years - Or if my psychiatrist tries to control me, I will stop cold turkey. The only reason I'm staying on them is cuz of the stimulant.

I need to also learn how to make better decisions.

Even though I always feel misunderstood, I'll say that when I'm not, I feel an improvement in self-esteem - It doesn't last but I'll keep trying.

I also microdose out of desperation to increase neuroplasticity (Along with nutrition/fasting), sleeping well, exercise, learning, spirituality, meditation.. It's because I know what works. And my intuition has gotten me this far so I'll continue.

Any more criticisms are welcome.