How do your families feel about your symptoms? I'm the level headed one in my family. I implode, and private, where everyone else in my family explodes and are very vocal about their problems. So my symptoms are ignored/overlooked. Even when I'm psychotic I'm able to logic my way to be quiet about it. They don't want me on meds, none of them, they've even done interventions, stole my meds, said I go to pill pushers. And medicating my child was horrible and I was horrible person for medicating him.