God I feel so sad and alone. I cut off communication with every soul in my life except my family (Although I don't say much) and my cat.

I'll start the chemistry course when I feel better/get meds adjusted - I think it's a really good thing to do and will make me feel a sense of accomplishment.

My mom reminded me today to do it.. I just need reminders sometimes. I don't have strength right now to motivate myself.

I thought about getting an online therapist - But I'll start posting more around this website or reddit about my mentals.