My stomach was hurting so badly last night. I didn't take my full dose of melatonin because I felt like I couldnt deal it. Therefore I only got 4 hours of sleep. I woke up at 11:30. My stomach was ok but my anxiety was rough. I dozed during a 5 minute song around 4AM but woke up in that 5 minutes because I had a nightmare where I was at my biopsy and they had to do a spinal tap before and they wouldn't numb me. So I guess I'm just super nervous about the biopsy. Also I feel like my insurance is acting odd. Like doing phone calls and home visits and sending me to different hospitals. My mom claims this is just normal routine stuff and they do this with everyone with every type of insurance. Its just making me nervous. My stomach feels decent as long as I don't eat. I did eat some gluten free ramen for breakfast. With this lack of sleep and all this stress and anxiety over the biopsy and insurance issues plus just being told I'm at a high risk in general is it really out of the question I'l have a heart attack in the next few months?