My mom says I'm getting myself worked up. She says I'm creating the insurance issue. Its something I'm making up and theres nothing wrong or going on with it. I know I should believe her because she dealt with insurance companies my whole life since my family was always getting sick or injured since before I was born. Thats the reason money was tight when I was growing up. So she knows what shes talking about when she talks about insurance companies.She told me to just breathe and try distracting myself. My Taco Bell is still not out of the pizzas and that and mashed potatos have been my food staple this weekend. So my mom got us each a pizza for lunch along with some packets of instant mashed potatos for me from the grocery store. I ate and took an advil and a valium yet I still feel goofy so I don't know. Maybe I need a nap, or its just going to be tough until Friday and I'll have to accept it.