So, I still weigh above 245 lbs. I weighed in at 248.0 lbs just a moment ago. I tried some weight loss mechanisms years ago and I weighed in at 180 lbs. I would walk to a Dollar General and back to the house, and also walk to the park around it twice and back, and some yoga. I would love to start doing that again. I feel like I'm in the current state I'm like feeling in my body the illusion that I am incapable of anything and that I couldn't ever do this one thing call exercise and lose weight. My legs I mean they go wonky....It's just this true feeling I'm incapable of anything physical or physical labor. It's probably an exaggerated Schizophrenia even that I am not able to move past these things sometimes.