I spent the afternoon napping. I took such a deep almost 3 hour nap. I had another biopsy nightmare. This time I was being prepped for it with a bunch of people telling me don't focus on the pain. Yet they werent telling me what the test was going to look like. Finally once we got there I saw a bunch of lab and test tubes and some surgery tools and I noped right out. When I woke up from the nap I was so confused and disoriented the only things I could think of was "biopsy. Friday." And Robin Williams going "what year is it?" From the movie Jumanji. I had to look at my phone to see it was Sunday, and it still took a bit for me to wake up. It was past the time I was supposed to take my meds so I was anxious but at least not tired anymore although by now I've also taken my melatonin. So I probably should have set an alarm to begin with instead of sleeping that long. I slept deeply through my brothers OCD rituals, the loud washer and dryer, and my mom deep cleaning the bathroom. All with my door open too.
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