The way I see it, WovenGalaxy, is that there are too many "what if"s, & you enjoy him a lot of the time, so there's a lot you'd be giving up to end it right now. Since you aren't sure yet, I don't see the good in feeling the pain of missing him when you don't have to. One of there days you will be able to make up your mind with little regret, one way or the other.