Dear T,
I had a good discussion with H tonight regarding D and some other stuff while we were out. Seems we're generally on the same page about tomorrow's meeting (and he agrees with your suggested plan for next school year). And he was really supportive when I was having a panic attack and struggling to eat during it. He also said how I did great in the week after his surgery. Of course my brain went to "I don't deserve this," but I tried to switch that off as best I could. And I did him a favor to keep him from stressing his hip further tonight.
I'm anxious about the meeting tomorrow, but I know I can get through it. I can always turn off my camera if I feel emotional (I don't want to make myself the focus of the meeting again....). I'm a bit sad I won't be seeing you tomorrow and that we only have two sessions this week. But I'm thinking maybe it's better if I have a day to process the meeting before seeing you anyway?
Love,
LT
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