Yeah, I will probably not talk to him just because he's not going to be reasonable with me. I know I have nothing to lose in going to the appointment but he's not going to ask me like, "What meds do you want to be on?" He's just going to push his agenda.

I want to be on risperidone plus the antidepressants plus aripiprazole. That's it. Reasonable doses, too. I am on a high dose of Effexor (over the limit).

Risperidone got me through the majority of college.

I don't know. I have another pdoc appointment on Thursday. So if I don't go to the one tomorrow I always have the one Thursday, who is a different person than my old pdoc, and perhaps the one on Thursday will listen to my concerns about being on 6-7 psych meds.

Anyway, it's not cool going back and forth all the time about this stuff. It really gets me.