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Jun 06, 2022, 01:09 AM
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Member Since: Jul 2019
Location: Downtown Vibes, California
Posts: 15,701
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Yes, yes, we had rain overnight! What a blessing! People were outside yelling with happiness. We need a good soaking of 2 or 3 days, but that no longer occurs. Rain means less chance of devastating wildfires, a chance for more trees to survive, better circumstances for wildlife, etc. Cleaner air and earth - and I got a free car wash  . Falling asleep to the sound of the falling rain was divine. So it wasn't much, but it was something.
The weather was just gorgeous all day, with a lovely evening to follow. I began to feel something...grief? Maybe? this evening. I think it has to do with possibly seeing Mary this week (I have a feeling she'll be back). The grief is about making the decision and telling her about how exceedingly devastating her absences are to me. There's no continuity of my therapy with her.
I'll be seeing Dr. B. several times this month, but then he'll be gone. The psychologist I messaged never responded to me, and I don't feel good about a therapist who is neglectful in such a way. I am truly, truly stuck.
Skating is going ecstatically! So freeing! I spent 4 hours on wheels yesterday, so today my muscles are pretty sore. I took a break from skating, but did some good stretching.
Ah. I'm going to read my tarot, then climb into my soft bamboo-sheeted bed - after taking a 25mg Seroquel pill. *sigh*
Many loving vibes, dear ones. See you tomorrow. 
bizi, how are you?
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