Thank you for the validation re my past. The thing is, when this stuff happens, I am not reminded of anything from the past. It just hurts, I don't like it, makes me deeply uncomfortable.


I would really like for that to happen (for him to work on not teasing me, especially with other people / new people). I'm not ready to talk to him though. I do still feel silly for bringing this topic up to him. I don't truly know where its coming from.


This is really affecting my mental health. I didn't eat dinner yesterday. I wasn't tired until late. I even signed up for a class last week (it starts this week - this morning), to take my mind off this stuff, because I thought maybe I was overly focused on it, and that didn't feel good. I don't even want to go this morning.


He knew I was really struggling yesterday, but I wouldn't / couldn't get myself to tell him what about.