Dear T,
Got through the meeting this morning. All 90 long minutes of it. The fact that they didn't seem to know what they were doing (I guess it's a new process?) and that there were some technical difficulties helped me to remain emotionally detached.

I was also holding the stone (I guess Stone 3.0 that you gave me...sometime pre-pandemic, the little one) and sort of playing with it for much of the meeting. It helped keep me grounded. Do I tell you that? I probably shouldn't. Maybe I can just say I held you with me in my mind or something.

As much as I was initially sad that you were going to be out today, I'm honestly glad it worked out this way. I didn't sleep too well last night, and then after the meeting, I felt I had very little brainpower left. I'm not sure how productive or useful of a session it would have been. Maybe I'd have let my emotions out in there, I don't know. Hopefully, I can do that tomorrow.

Love,
LT