I'm throwing the gabapentin away cuz it does something weird to my heart.. and my mind..

I smoked indica with it and I was so-dizzy-that-I-felt-drunk... I tried to go to sleep but was afraid that I'd stop breathing in my sleep... Cuz I tried not breathing to see what would happen and I was so relaxed that I didn't get any suffocation effects.. I manually took each breath, waiting for stuff to clear my bloodstream to prevent oxygen deprivation and sudden death (This could be all in my head lol...). I fell asleep 2 hours later.

But yeah. That was my night. I said, "if I wake up in the morning, this is a start to a new life...."

Went to work.. No energy.. Enough of this nonsense. Tomorrow will be a better day.