My stomach was a mess last night. I skipped dinner. Actually I only had cheese to eat yesterday. My mom said my eating habits are terrible. I woke up at 11 to eat a small bag of chips. I just didn't sleep well because of the pain. I woke up at 4 something feeling decent. I took a shower and got dressed. I was able to eat a Lunchable without an issue. Now my stomach is a mess again. I've basically been starving myself since Friday morning because everything makes me feel sick and in pain. I can drink plain coke and thats about it. Even water is causing issues. I went to the gourmet food and health shop and picked up some fennel, purple potatos, and a purple cauliflower. I wanted exotic vegetables for some reason. I cut up the fennel but I haven't had any yet. Currently my stomach pain is like a 7 but still not enough for me to do anything more then take Advil. I have my gastro appointment on Monday and there are no other options for me besides waiting for that appointment. I do not want to go to the ER.

The fennel helped my stomach a lot and I felt better for about 45 minutes. Then I drank a protein shake to try to get some protein and the pain came back. So idk. My mom is accepting of all my own personal trans stuff but I don't think she totally gets everything else And I guess maybe I shouldnt expect her to. I told her about the interview Elliot Page did and how he was harrased and threatened on Sunset Boulevard and my mom said "I don't condone what the guy did but Elliot kind of did it to himself by putting himself out there by posting all those selfies and posing for those magazine pictures" I just ignored my moms remarks since I didn't feel like arguing with her ignorance. I took my first shirtless picture last week but I didn't post it or share it with anyone but it did feel great being able to do that.