Dear T,
I imagine you won't have anything available in the next 2 days, or else it will be at 12 or 1 tomorrow, when I couldn't, because I have to pick up D. But I thought I'd ask. I mean, I was crying in the car with her--clearly I'm not OK. I don't know if this is about yesterday's school meeting hitting me now, being affected by what you said in session today, something regarding you and perhaps the rupture, or some other thing entirely. But I'm clearly not fully coping right now. I just feel weird asking for something when I did a week ago, but our schedule is also strange this week. And I suppose I'm sort of hoping that if you don't have anything, you will say it's fine to email. Because right now, I'm not sure if that's fine unless it's "urgent," and I'm not sure how you define that anymore. Though I also definitely see how the one I sent two Thursdays ago that you were referencing did not appear urgent, because I made it about you, not me.

Love,
LT