* i have a right to still want my ex even if he's married

* i have a right to sit in my house and ignore all my responsibilities for a day

* i have the right to ignore my need for food

* i have the right to be self-destructive

* i have the right to deprive myself of the need to go see my ex and be a part of an affair

* i have the right to endulge in my need to go see my ex and be part of an affair

* i have the right to hate people